kamu, an.

Hei an, kamu yang duduk di sana.

Aku bertanya-tanya. Apa kabarmu? Bagaimana hidupmu sekarang? Menyenangkankah? Bahagiakah dirimu sekarang? Kuharap jawabnya ya, dengan senyummu nan cerah, dengan lompatanmu nan ceria, seperti biasa.

Hei, aku melihatmu an.

Aku suka dengan gurat di pipimu saat kau tersenyum, gayamu berjalan, dan tampang super cuekmu itu, seperti biasa. Tetap sederhana.

Hei, aku mendengarkanmu an.

Aku suka dengan cerita-ceritamu. Yang diselingi dengan sedikit keangkuhanmu, yang selalu saja membuatku geli, seperti biasa. Tetap menyebalkan.

time's up

Thanks, al.

Thanks, an.

Thank you for the moment that you’ve gave to me

Although it doesn’t take a long time

But all the crazy thing that we said

And all the crazy thing that we did

i’ll keep it inside of me

From now on, take care yourself

I’m glad to know you.

See you next time!

We’ll meet again when both of us are greater than now, okay?

promise me.

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Gramedia. Togamas. Masjid agung surakarta. Masjid Fatimah. Masjid kalitan. Masjid kota barat. Yamaha. Solo balapan. Mom milk. Warung ayam. Warung ikan. Masjid ibnu sina. SMF jiwa. Klinik metadon. Gedung F FK UNS.

just pretending

Lets talk this over

It’s not like we’re dead

Is it something I did?

Is that something you said?

You’ve got your dumb friend

And I know what they say

They tell you I’m difficult

But so are they

But they dont know me

Didn’t even know you

All the things you had for me

All the stuff that you do

You’re everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All the memories so close to me, just fade away

All this times you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

It’s nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you care

Making me feel like a stupid one

It’s nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching when I'm fall

Let me know that we were done

wish that was me

He takes your hand

I’m die a little

I watch your eyes

And i’m in riddles

Why can’t you looking me like that

When you walk by

I try to say it

But then I’m freeze

And never do it

My tongue get tied

The word get trapped

He looks at you

The way that I would

Cause all the things

I know that I could

If only time

Could just turn back

Cause I got three little words

That always been dying to tell you

I hear the beat of my heart

Getting louder whenever I near you

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart cause you don’t see

Whenever you with him, i’m breaking

Oh, how I wish that was me

how I really wish that was me