pushing you away

Did I tell you how much I miss

Your sweet smile?

Did I tell you I didn’t cry?

Well I lied

I lie lie lied

Over real over

When I nearly hit the face I loved

So tired of packaging the anger

I’m always pushing you away

people says..

People says:

“I love her because of the way she treats me”

What happens if she stops treating you with the way you love?

“I love im because of the way he makes me fell”

Then what happens if he stops making you feel that way?

“I love her because she is so beautiful?”

Three weeks later, a bus hit her.

“I love him because he falls on my feet with roses and jewels”

Out of the blue, he’s broke that he couldn’t buy you roses and jewels anymore.

It’s really rare that people says:

“I love him/her because I want to”

Aku menyayanginya karena memang aku ingin menyayanginya..

at a restaurant

Today, I look that she had lunch with her friends whom she hadn’t met for many years.

The first question they asked to her was..

“anakmu sudah berapa?”

Yes, that the first question.

Not “how are you?”

Not “how many title did you have?”

Not whether she collects diamond or not.

Not whether her bag is the real Prada or the fake one.

Then they said, they’re got one or two or three wonderfull children. Daughter or son who looks exactly like his father.

They didn’t ask her anything else but,

“anakmu sudah berapa?”

Then I realizing something.

Having children is the most precious thing in the world.

Having children is priceless.

the day when..

God, I miss him!

I miss everything about him.

His smile.

His laugh.

The way he walks.

The way he talks.

I often caught myself staring at his picture.

I remember the day I saw him, even though it wasn’t love at first sight.

But I knew one thing at the first time I saw him.

He’s got something that words can’t tell.

My heart was locked.

He was the only one who has the key, still is.

I will never forget the day when we fell in love

It was Sunday.

It was July 15.

It was the best day of my life.

It was the day when we fell in love.

The day I will never forget..

on your desk

Only sometimes,

I think it’s nice to have a bouquet of flowers on your desk.

With card says, I love you.

It is completely healthy to show someone you love that you love her.

sleeps with butterflies

Airplanes

Take you away again

Are you flying above where we live?

Then I look up, a glare in my eyes

Are you having regrets about last night?

I’m not, but I like

The rivers that rush in

So then I dove in

Is there trouble ahead for you, the acrobat?
I wan't push you, unless you have a net.

ordinary people

I know I misbehaved

And you make your mistakes

And we both got room left to grow

And though love sometimes hurts

I still put you first

And we’ll make this thing work

But I think we should take it slow

We’re just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go.